upside down

today is a very nice day for . i juz changed course from engineering to management . i thank god for my mum and dad . they have alway been there for me and me being an ungratefull son has never appreciated it . while i was reading a few blogs today i've come to realise that many things has changed . knowingly and unknowingly . some of them are good and some of htem are bad . but all this is for a better future . we might realise it now but , only time can prove it . i begin this day in a very happy mood but now im feelind down and sad . thinkin of the friend i made . knowing me i have made many friends but looking back . i have lost many friends to . some i literally lost and some juz went far away . some i lost contact off . some that went to other churches andsome juz went away without a sign . words cant express what im felling , but i know god can . i dunno what do to . on one hand i feel like my life is comin up but on the other hand i feel its trembling down . people say u cant feel two thing at the same time but that s what im going thru now . if only life has answers for everything there wouldnt be problem in the world and in life . but what is life without its ups and downs . this year is supposed to be a year of completion . and that my prayer . i have made many friend from many places and many religions . but i have learnt to stand strong on my belief . and thats good . i've learnt how not to keep my feeling in but to let it out once in a while . i really pity KWANG YEW . he's really has been my pillar of support this year . he's not only a commander to me but he is also a friend and his wife patrina is also one nice person and strict and funny . another person is sharon , she has always been there for me , lpin me thru everythin . advising me and scoldin me . and not forgettin my family , when everything seems to be goin wrong , something will happen and make it better . i really thank god for my father he has been there for me when i needed him most , he was the strict one in the house but he also is kind at heart . i love him to bits . and my mum is always caring and helpfull and supports me in everything i do . and my sister will always be sisters .

i hope i didnt bore you this is what im feeling all jumbled and mixed up . haha . sory to trouble . llaughter is the best medicine but laughter isnt everything in life . try humourin me somebody .